Changes

hello my loyal readers,
and by readers i mean auntie and a new addition, my cousin. cool.
seriously this is not good, i need to start promoting my blog more.

Anyway, some things have changed, and not for the better.
1.I've decided that i am not ready to become a vegan, just yet. I can't do with out my pastries, but i know one day i surly will.
2. The Spain and France trip during the march break has been canceled, due to shitty new Dolores Umbridge (Harry Potter reference) of a principle. Thanks to her, not enough people were able to go this year, so for the first time EVER the Europe trip has been canceled, and may i say very clearly WHAT THE FUCK.
3. I'm not to sure the whole student exchange thing is going to happen, since i can't find anywhere or anyone that can teach me Italian! :( I think i'm the most disappointed about this. i was extremely looking forward to the cappuccinos, biscottis, bread, pizza, pasta, and most of all the COUNTRY ITSELF.

AHHH. this is why i always regret making plans, they never work out!
I need to just go with the flow and not question it.
eff..-_- can i please just stay under the covers till the holiday break?

Oh My...

Well it's been quite a long time since we've had our last encounter.
I deeply regret not writing to you all, and by all i mean that one aunt in sweden.
Seriously.
Anyway, for all you non-existent readers, i am currently doing absolutely nothing.
But, quite a few things have happened.
1. I've recently become awesome.
2. Referred to as a 50 year old woman.
3. Trying to teach myself Italian.
Now, all those three things have a reason behind it.
1. I'm awesome because i've been trying to raise awareness about animal cruelty and the industry. Coming from a free screening of "earthlings" (Which i strongly suggest every single one of you watch) downtown with two of my friends and my brother. 5 minutes into the documentary everyone in the room was bawling their eyes out. It was moving. I have been a vegetarian for about a year, but i am now officially a vegan. Due to the documentary. I've become much more motivated to help these poor animals who can't speak for them selves. It not fair to them. We all need to help these poor, helpless, defenseless animals. They have families, hearts, and feel just as much pain as us. Its inhumane and goes against everything we were taught about being fair to one another, treating each other with the love and compassion we deserve.
2. I have been referred to as a 50 year old woman because apparently i relate to old people to much, and by old people i mean from 20-50. -_- well i guess its not such a bad thing. Mostly because and i quote "All you do is go into coffee shops, read, watch old comedy sitcoms, and talk about deep issues." - Victoria. All that is partially true. But is it so bad? Anyway, i just hope this doesn't mean im going to age super fast, and when im 20 ill be complaining about my back hurting and having hip surgery. ahh, well what can you do? I enjoy talking to older people. Not my fault. But... don't get me wrong, i am sometimes like a 10 year old girl. Talk about harry potter with my friends, make inappropriate jokes, and drool over attractive men ;) frankly my mother still does all those things.. well maybe not the harry potter part. Disney Land: never went = no childhood. I plan to fix this before i die, even if it means when im 80. (:
3. I'm trying to teach myself Italian because i will hopefully be doing a student exchange with someone from there. If this does work out, then she would be coming to stay with my family and i for 3 months, and i would do the same there. Sounds pretty exciting, doesnt it? But pretty scary. I have thought about not doing it. Cause 3 months away from my family is a lot. And its not like im going to go stay with relatives, but with total complete strangers. You know? Its a scary experience, but an amazing one. I am so lucky and grateful to have all these amazing opportunities. For example this march break i will be going with my school to Spain and France. And one my best friends, Taylor, will be coming along too. Now doesn't that sound fantastic? Going on a plane with your friends, staying at hotels with your friends in EUROPE?!
Some times i feel like i take things for granted. Which i really shouldn't, but it's human nature? Right? :$ i feel terrible. I have the greatest family, and everything i could possibly ask for. Yet i still complain over boys and homework? I need to get a hold of myself.

Anyway i've taken the choice to become more environmentally friendly. I probably drink Starbucks about 4 times a week. So i've decided to use a reusable mug from now on. Imagine how many trees that would be saving. A LOT.
I have three different types of light in my room. I usually use the brightest and the one that uses the most kilo-watts. I am now using the one with the least, and it honestly doesn't make much of a difference, brightness wise. Does that make sense? nah, i don't think.

I am greatly sorry about not writing enough. But i promise to start writing more often... auntie. -_-
seriously, im delusional. More people need to start reading my blog or i might be sent to an asylum.

Remember: Laughter is the greatest medicine. ;)

Just a rant and an idea

So, school is about to start in a week.
Goals:
-find a job
-keep a 83% average
-complete 200 hours of community service before summer
-palates every saturday with my friend
-join at least two clubs
-orlando for christmas break
-euro trip for march break
-next summer germany & sweden
-and have a regular social life.

i know what your thinking, HAHA your funny. imagine that was possible. but it is, all i have to do is cut out sleep. and this will not be a problem.
funny thing is, i haven't started any of these and i'm already stressed out just thinking about it. not a good sign.
so i've decided i need a simple hobby that won't take a lot of time to take my mind off of things and bring me into an alternate world of my own. best way to accomplish this? write stories.
now, i have never been interested in writing or reading. but this summer has changed me in a way. i started reading A LOT. and i've gotten really into fantasy, which i never really fancied, i think this is all because of my love for harry potter.
now i haven't gotten an idea about what i'd like to write about, or the genre.
although i am leaning into fantasy just because i love the idea of being able to make up your own world, making up the rules and having no one let you how to write it. it sounds pretty sweet to me. but then again, this whole thing might just be another phase, and i haven't really changed at all. why can't i stick to one thing and be good at it?
and why is this post so confusing. sorry to whoever may be reading this.
but i guess this is all part of growing up, going to one thing to another trying to find where you belong. but the problem is, it seems that everyone else has found out where they stand. and i've grown sick and tired of it. oh well what can you do?
this post isn't going where i intended. :|

anyway, maybe once i've started writing short stories or long stories i'll start posting them here.

Thanks for reading :)

Harry Potter marathon.

I know this blog is a bit late, but what the hell?

My friend, taylor, and i had a harry potter movie marathon from august 6th-7th.
Let me start off by saying it was life changing, seriously.
i am currently reading the entire series. i changed my phone and laptop desktop background to a harry potter picture. and i can't stop thinking about it.
i LOVE IT.

anyway, back to our amazing weekend. it took place from 7pm-10am to the next morning.
15hrs baby. thats what you call dedication.
But u can't expect us to have a harry potter marathon without the proper food.
so, we made beer butter, chocolate covered pretzel wands, and pop rocks drinks. and i think you should know, the they all failed. but it was still deeeslish (Y) :) although we did have to walk from the grocery store to taylors house, because we're just that stupid not to check the bus times. -.- (btw, taylor was wearing wedges HAHA)

so, its 12am and we've only watched 2 movies, but we are feeling great.
then 4 am comes around and we are super hyper.
6 am arrives and were getting a bit drowsy.
9 am is a bitch.
10 am i passed out.

so, i highly recommend if you plan on having a marathon of any sort, please, please PLEASE start at 3pm. you will thank us.

over all, one of the best weekends of my life.

ps. this weekend we are having a starwars marathon with shannon. 8) hahaha.
oh and just so you all know, yes, we are in high school.

Dear Teenagers,

Im Back.

Haven't wrote a new post in a month. Because of my trip to iran, buuuut its been a week since i've been back. Frankly, i was just too lazy to write a new post. haha. sorry? (A)
Anywho, my trip was... hm whats the perfect word to sum it all up?, uhh how about SPECTACULAR. yeah, that sounds about right. why? BECAUSE I WAS WITH THE MOST IMPORTANT PEOPLE IN THE WORLD TO ME. my family :) ah, how much i despise yet adore that word. always there for you, LITERALLY... ALWAYS. They spoiled me to the maximum. Cooked their meals entirely (well mostly) planned around me. Since me and my mother are vegetarian/vegans. They did everything in their power to keep my mom and i entertained while we were there because, like i said, they were busy getting ready for the wedding (which by the way was adorable). I can never thank them enough for all the love they had served on a golden tray right to me. family getting along well gives me a joy no other action on earth could fulfill. cheesy yet 100% true. i guess what im trying to get at is that, I LOVE MY FAMILY.

After the first day we arrived in canada, i had my week booked. This was a sign of a (excuse my french) fucking amazing summer.

Hopefully i'll be updating more often, since i have no excuse of studying.
but it's all good, since i love writing in my blog.

Thanks for reading! :D

Katy Perry

So basically i've gotten a hugeeee girl crush on Katy Perry.
Why? BECAUSE SHES JUST THE MOST GORGEOUS AND AMAZING WOMAN ON EARTHHH. DUUUR. <3

just thought i could share :)