Showing posts with label Busy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Busy. Show all posts

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Just a rant and an idea




So, school is about to start in a week.
Goals:
-find a job
-keep a 83% average
-complete 200 hours of community service before summer
-palates every saturday with my friend
-join at least two clubs
-orlando for christmas break
-euro trip for march break
-next summer germany & sweden
-and have a regular social life.

i know what your thinking, HAHA your funny. imagine that was possible. but it is, all i have to do is cut out sleep. and this will not be a problem.
funny thing is, i haven't started any of these and i'm already stressed out just thinking about it. not a good sign.
so i've decided i need a simple hobby that won't take a lot of time to take my mind off of things and bring me into an alternate world of my own. best way to accomplish this? write stories.
now, i have never been interested in writing or reading. but this summer has changed me in a way. i started reading A LOT. and i've gotten really into fantasy, which i never really fancied, i think this is all because of my love for harry potter.
now i haven't gotten an idea about what i'd like to write about, or the genre.
although i am leaning into fantasy just because i love the idea of being able to make up your own world, making up the rules and having no one let you how to write it. it sounds pretty sweet to me. but then again, this whole thing might just be another phase, and i haven't really changed at all. why can't i stick to one thing and be good at it?
and why is this post so confusing. sorry to whoever may be reading this.
but i guess this is all part of growing up, going to one thing to another trying to find where you belong. but the problem is, it seems that everyone else has found out where they stand. and i've grown sick and tired of it. oh well what can you do?
this post isn't going where i intended. :|

anyway, maybe once i've started writing short stories or long stories i'll start posting them here.

Thanks for reading :)

Monday, June 21, 2010

Confuzzled.


OH GAWD. so much to do, so little time.
Heres how my week is going to play out.
So today i had a french exam and cleaned my forest of a room
tues, i have a eng exam, then ortho app, then going to get community hours
wed art exam, then sushi restaurant with friends
thurs 8:30 am - 4pm fairview mall with shida, then shidas grad, then getting my hair trimed and dyed
friday wake up at 8 am, go get last mintues things for iran, pack, nails done, find a dress for the wedding, and summer clothing, 4pm head to airport, 6pm off to iran.

HOLY SHNIZZLE, im gonna have no time to take a breather. good lord.

im going to HAVE to MAKE time for everything.

hopefully i can get one last blog in before i leave for iran, but most likely i won't. So i'll try to blog the second i get internet access. :)

SUMMER TIME HERE I COME !