YOU ATE FISH?!

I've been a vegetarian since dec, 18/09. As in NO meat whatsoever, not even seafood.
And, i will admit i have a been a crappy vegetarian. I used to eat no vegetables or fruits... so basically i was lacking everything my body needed. I started to get dizzy, and i was just dying.
So, i started eating REALLY healthy, and tried different protein shakes. It was working for awhile, but i still didn't restore all of vitamins and such i needed.
I talked to a few friends about it, and they suggested i started eating seafood instead. I considered it or a really long time. It wasn't that i was "craving" meat, it was that i wasn't eating what a real vegetarian was supposed to eat.
So the other day my dad made fish for himself, and he really encouraged me to start eating seafood earlier.
I cut a piece, and legit stared at it for 20mins, debated if i should eat it or not.
This may sound cheesy, but it was one of the hardest things i've ever had to do. I'm not sure why, but i just couldn't seem to put that stupid little piece of fish in my mouth.
After a good 10mins, i finally put it in my mouth and swallowed. It wasn't as bad as i thought. From now on i am going to eat seafood.
I don't think i would be classified as a vegetarian, but i don't care. :)

JUST BECAUSE I EAT SEAFOOD NOW, DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T LOVE ANIMALS!

Just A Thought

Now, I'm the type of person that loves controversy, and loves starting it.
All in good nature, of course.
Religion is one of my favourite topics. See, I'm an atheist, which means i don't believe in god, or any high power. Mostly just scientific theories and such.

This may get a bunch of people upset, but i don't mean it any offensive way.
I'd just like to hear people opinions.

I guess i just never understood the "bible". I mean, i know the basics, Adam & eve,talking snake, tree, apple, jesus, ect. And i always thought of it as a fantasy book.
I always thought "where did the bible even come from?", "did someone just decide to write it cause they were bored?", "Why do people believe in something, when there is no scientific evidence of a high power".
How do you know all of this is true?
I guess i only believe things when i see it. Now thats just me.
Some people say they've had personal experiences and such. That's great, but you never know if it was what they think it was. You know?

This may make me a HUGE hypocrite but i do believe in an after-life, but not heaven or hell. I'm not sure what that means. But for the most part, i go with my instincts instead of praying. I just let fate decide for me.

No one knows anything for sure. So all you can do for now is debate and come to a logical conclusion. Right?

Thanks for reading :)

ps. IM SORRY IF I OFFENDED YOU IN ANYWAY. THAT WAS NOT INTENDED AT ALL.

A New Start?

Hmm, my first blog ever. I'm not to sure why i started one. Maybe boredom?

well, i've decided to reinvent myself. I've started to play the guitar again, thanks to one of the greatest people in the world, Victoria. I've realized how much i missed it. Never too late. :)

And i wanna start to do things that aren't predictable, like this easter weekend coming up, victoria and i are gonna buy some cheap white sweat pants and tie dye them! also have a sweet sleepover decorating our guitars.

Our plans include; mastering a song on the guitar, going downtown with "FREE HUG" signs and just chilling. Make some money and some memorable laughs. Take awesome pictures, and make a ridiculous collage. :)

Next time someone invites me to the theaters or mall, im gonna tell them lets try something like, shopping at a thrift store or finding a drive-in movie.

Well, thats all for now.

Hopefully much more to come :)

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